What if?

What if
I didn't say "Okay." when they said they wanted to tell me something.

what if
they didn't tell me?

What if
I didn't listen to their stories?

What if
I wasn't the one and the only one who know about those things?

What if
I'll never know about it?

What if
regrets don't come late?


Maybe, I won't feel guilty. Maybe, I'm not thinking about those problems at this time. Maybe, no one will gonna get hurt. Maybe, I won't feel regret. Maybe, everything's will be fine. Maybe, my life would be easier. Maybe, their life would be easier too. Maybe, I didn't ask 'what if..'


What if,
they don't happen for any reasn?





I wish I don't break their faith in me. I wish. You don't want to break it Nad, do you?
Shit, I wanna throw up. I can't handle it.